I have had a three-year competition pause and I went back to training every single day with the mindset to improve myself. I’d like to come back better than I left. I do not know if I ever will set foot on the olympia stage but the motivation for it is what dirves me. I train to be one of the best. The higher you climb the harder you can fall and that’s a huge fear every bodybuilder has. Do I stand worse on the stage? Have I improved? Am I as good as the last time? Or will I fail? When competition preparation starts the next training will be different you know what you are working for and working daily to get there. That’s a mental strength which I’m blessed to have. Not everybody has it. This is what bodybuilding is all about. When I know what for I trained the last 3 years I’m even more happy than I was before. I hope I hope you are supporting me. Originally I planned to compete at the Arnolds 2018. Unfortunately this hasn’t worked. But therefore it will be San Marino this November. Nnow I will push even harder!